Shame controls governments and powerful people. They are often born into families like ours and shamed and compromised in certain ways to be controllable. Max Lowen
Yet, as a trauma counsellor, we know, (Those of us who use NICABM's excellent teachings), that experiencing SHAME is one of the most insidious of emotional injuries to alleviate.
Most victims feel shame, because they blame themselves, for, perhaps thinking that they should have been, 'smarter', 'wiser', 'stronger', than they were, when victimised.
And the worst emotional stain, is the natural reflex of a female being tragically raped, is that your innate bodily reflex, which is beyond your control, is to experience orgasm.
And, obviously, within a matrix of religo-social 'guilt' programming, you are required to feel guilt for a natural and unconscious biological reflex.
The 'Celibate' elites, will encourage this, in the same manner that the only two female icons available, and promoted by them, from within the Bible texts, are either a 'blessed virgin' or polemically, a 'Magdelenian' prostitute.
I have been listening to cult survivor testimonials since 2021 and one of their biggest fears is finding professional support to help them on their journey to recovery. A former Jesuit programmer and trainer named Svali escaped from the cult many years ago with great difficulty and is now a part time nurse and prolific author. She struggled to find a practitioner who knew anything about the dark occult and associated horrors. She wrote a book for her therapist and has since written several more. It is anticipated that there will eventually be a mass exodus from cults and many survivors will need help - especially with trauma recovery.
I always recommend Max Lowen (www.Unbroken.com) as a starting point for both practitioners, survivors and perpetrators. She works with all of them and also runs courses. Health practitioners and trauma specialists who lack basic occult knowledge and understanding will be of no use to cult survivors because of their suffering was so extreme, that it is hard to believe that anyone can be so cruel to children.
As for the elites who inhabit ‘ruling’ cults like the Illuminati, Freemasons, Jesuits etc, I refer to them as elitists because their behaviour with children and women in particular is far from elite. According to some elite survivor testimonials, most of them have sex with ‘just about anything.’ Bestiality and sex magik with children seem to be the most popular. Most of their sex slaves are tossed out after their teens and early 20s.
I found that as a survivor of holistic, yet non-sexual child abuse, that my "Adverse Childhood Experiences", Index, was extremely high.
And this pre-disposes one to increased chances of developing further PTSD.
And then, as a fourteen year career Firefighter, I eventually succumbed to it, at the age of thirty three, at the hands of incessant occupational and sectarian abuse by my Freemason colleagues.
(Diary of A Scottish Firefighter)
And thereafter I found that as a Firefighter, the Government viewd PTSD, as part and parcel of my job description.
I was sent yo a Psychiatrist and recounted my awful journey, which nearly broke me, and after ten minutes I was out of his office with a diagnosis of Paranoia.
So, I then had to fight the sytem to get PTSD recognised and find a psychiatrist who understood.
So you have written a book? Diary of a Scottish Firefighter? Your journey through the inverted system would translate into a compelling screenplay. I had an unwitting ‘run-in’ with the cult establishment in 88/89. I worked in tv/radio and ended up dealing with character assassination, extremely ridiculous accusations and false allegations by convenient informants, attempted wrongful imprisonment, 2 huge silver bullets blasted through a floor to ceiling window at the radio station, and then a shrink who completely ignored all of that, nearly killed me with drugs, refused to listen when I told her about the near fatal side effects and instead diagnosed me as being ‘highly creative’ and told me she believed lithium was the best solution. I nearly slapped her but thought better of it, told her to stick her stupid lithium and useless sessions, and walked out. My mother told me the shrink had a nervous breakdown soon after. I limped out of town to a tv job in Sydney and eventually found my way to healing via effective holistic pathways after a series of crashes and undiagnosed ptsd. Over the last decade I studied the ancient shamanic healing arts and energy medicine which were really insightful, spiritually nourishing and healing. I experienced some powerful healing with my Peruvian born shamanic mentor. The cult establishment factor came to light a couple of years later when I saw Rachel Vaughan’s online cult survivor testimonial in 2020. She grew up in my hometown and floored me with her relevations which opened up patiently waiting floodgates. A work in progress.
This is almost unbelievably horrific.
Yet, as a trauma counsellor, we know, (Those of us who use NICABM's excellent teachings), that experiencing SHAME is one of the most insidious of emotional injuries to alleviate.
Most victims feel shame, because they blame themselves, for, perhaps thinking that they should have been, 'smarter', 'wiser', 'stronger', than they were, when victimised.
And the worst emotional stain, is the natural reflex of a female being tragically raped, is that your innate bodily reflex, which is beyond your control, is to experience orgasm.
And, obviously, within a matrix of religo-social 'guilt' programming, you are required to feel guilt for a natural and unconscious biological reflex.
The 'Celibate' elites, will encourage this, in the same manner that the only two female icons available, and promoted by them, from within the Bible texts, are either a 'blessed virgin' or polemically, a 'Magdelenian' prostitute.
May you all have peace within your spirits.
It was not your fault.
I have been listening to cult survivor testimonials since 2021 and one of their biggest fears is finding professional support to help them on their journey to recovery. A former Jesuit programmer and trainer named Svali escaped from the cult many years ago with great difficulty and is now a part time nurse and prolific author. She struggled to find a practitioner who knew anything about the dark occult and associated horrors. She wrote a book for her therapist and has since written several more. It is anticipated that there will eventually be a mass exodus from cults and many survivors will need help - especially with trauma recovery.
I always recommend Max Lowen (www.Unbroken.com) as a starting point for both practitioners, survivors and perpetrators. She works with all of them and also runs courses. Health practitioners and trauma specialists who lack basic occult knowledge and understanding will be of no use to cult survivors because of their suffering was so extreme, that it is hard to believe that anyone can be so cruel to children.
As for the elites who inhabit ‘ruling’ cults like the Illuminati, Freemasons, Jesuits etc, I refer to them as elitists because their behaviour with children and women in particular is far from elite. According to some elite survivor testimonials, most of them have sex with ‘just about anything.’ Bestiality and sex magik with children seem to be the most popular. Most of their sex slaves are tossed out after their teens and early 20s.
Thankyou,
I found that as a survivor of holistic, yet non-sexual child abuse, that my "Adverse Childhood Experiences", Index, was extremely high.
And this pre-disposes one to increased chances of developing further PTSD.
And then, as a fourteen year career Firefighter, I eventually succumbed to it, at the age of thirty three, at the hands of incessant occupational and sectarian abuse by my Freemason colleagues.
(Diary of A Scottish Firefighter)
And thereafter I found that as a Firefighter, the Government viewd PTSD, as part and parcel of my job description.
I was sent yo a Psychiatrist and recounted my awful journey, which nearly broke me, and after ten minutes I was out of his office with a diagnosis of Paranoia.
So, I then had to fight the sytem to get PTSD recognised and find a psychiatrist who understood.
There was no one, for me or my fellow sufferers,.
Ergo, I became a Licensed Psychologist.
"Physician cure thysel"!
So you have written a book? Diary of a Scottish Firefighter? Your journey through the inverted system would translate into a compelling screenplay. I had an unwitting ‘run-in’ with the cult establishment in 88/89. I worked in tv/radio and ended up dealing with character assassination, extremely ridiculous accusations and false allegations by convenient informants, attempted wrongful imprisonment, 2 huge silver bullets blasted through a floor to ceiling window at the radio station, and then a shrink who completely ignored all of that, nearly killed me with drugs, refused to listen when I told her about the near fatal side effects and instead diagnosed me as being ‘highly creative’ and told me she believed lithium was the best solution. I nearly slapped her but thought better of it, told her to stick her stupid lithium and useless sessions, and walked out. My mother told me the shrink had a nervous breakdown soon after. I limped out of town to a tv job in Sydney and eventually found my way to healing via effective holistic pathways after a series of crashes and undiagnosed ptsd. Over the last decade I studied the ancient shamanic healing arts and energy medicine which were really insightful, spiritually nourishing and healing. I experienced some powerful healing with my Peruvian born shamanic mentor. The cult establishment factor came to light a couple of years later when I saw Rachel Vaughan’s online cult survivor testimonial in 2020. She grew up in my hometown and floored me with her relevations which opened up patiently waiting floodgates. A work in progress.